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hello, it's been awhile
i'm here to ramble that once again, my brain is fried. very fried
how do you juggle between 10+ projects, including tests, production and your social life?
the answer is, you sacrifice one for the benefits of the other two.
therefore, i have decided to sacrifice my social life.
see you guys in awhile : (
theatre school has officially taken over my life, i really have no life eh? speaking of which, i suprisingly got off my call early again today. while walking home and talking to a friend, i realize that first year is almost over, just a lil over a month and i'll be off for summer. i guess i'm a bit relieved considering the workload that has gotten on to me now. for the first time in a long while, i feel like i've been absorbed by the environment around me. i went from feeling disconnected to being somewhat connected to RTS, i feel like i belong to RTS - and that's what scares me.
what has RTS done to me? i suppose one thing it has made me realize is that high school is long gone, my life now is with ryerson theatre school. i never thought that i would feel this sense of belonging here, because i never did, until now. i guess all i did before was deny and refuse to accept and believe that there is something new ahead of me, but this change has finally taken over me , and i have finally decided to accept it and embrace it. just like any other case in life, i have let go, accepted the change, and embraced the new. first year wasn't that bad after all.
and sometimes i wonder, does everyone feel the same way? or am i just slow at accepting certain changes? either way, i'm glad that i'm finally starting to like this program, or at least at the moment i am despite all the work.
thank god, after half a year, i have finally realized the goodness of life outside of cdnis.
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